What did I do before you?!?

Today while out and about doing Mommy type things like returning clothes and buying you baby food you were SUCH A HAPPY BABY! Oh my word, every time I looked down into the carriage at your sweet face I was greeted with the biggest smile. For a good hour you were non stop giggles and smiles. It got the point when I looked at you and said out loud "Zachary, what in the world did I do before you? And how did I survive before all of this happiness came into my life?" Sometimes I can't even believe that you are real and that you are here with me. After having a rough few days around Ellie's 3rd birthday last week, I'm out of the fog a bit and I am taking all of you in. Your smile, your smell, you sweet cheeks as you roll around on your bedroom floor before your bath, your giggles & screams, your sitting up like a big boy all on your own,

 your love of new foods, your farts, your floppy hair and most of all your snuggles. What did I do before there was you??? How did I make it through the day without your love and hugs? I'm so thankful to be your Mommy Zachary, I love you to the stars and back <3 Mommy